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GET OFF LJ!!!!!
SOLVE YOUR PROBLEMS IRL!
I WILL HELP!
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[14 Jan 2008|10:00am] |
Last week's sequence of fantastic events:
- Girls at work hate me
- Phill and I break up
- Everyone sees me cry in school
- Parents tell me they're divorcing
- Phill saves the day by picking my sorry ass up
I've learned so much about myself and reality through all of this.
- Girls are bitches and so am I
- People need space
- Sometimes love isn't enough.
Most importantly, to not take life as seriously as I was.
The ever-present "shit happens" moral has never meant to much to me haha.
My friends have been amazing through everything. Adria and I are so close now, Katie and I are hanging out again =], and Phill and I have proved how much two people can love each other, despite their differences and bad tempers.
I feel like I'm really letting go, in a good way.
This is a new chapter of my life and if you can't handle me, get out of my way. It's been a long time coming. Out with the old Alex in with the new.
I'm over everything and it feels good. I don't feel held down anymore. I love the people I'm surrounded with and if you want in- I want you in too, but if you don't, leave me alone.
Fuck fighting, fuck work, fuck parents, fuck school. I just don't care.
Love friends, love driving, love jeans, love Phill.
I'm living in the moment.
p.s. You are a fucking LOSER.
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give me yer monaayyyyyyy I need clothes!
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[20 Apr 2007|12:33pm] |
I wish I didn't read my friends' page.
Everyone's lives apparently suck.
The sun's out, be happy!!
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knock it off, all of you.
stop it, stop it, stop it.
I wish everyone could just be content.
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Everybody seemed to do one of these in 2006, and I did one also, but it ended up getting deleted.
So here it goes. I might get brutal. I'm in the mood to be a little mean. Everything is in sincerity though.
20 THINGS, 20 PEOPLE
p.s. I'm mixing up the order to make things less-obvious.
1. You, my dear, are beautiful. I'm so glad to call you one of my very best friends. You are so strong and so captivating. You have inspired me like no other person and I have learned so much from you. Thank you for being an amazing friend.
2. I envy you to the point of insanity. You have no idea what you do to me, but I could never and would never hate you. You are kind-hearted and beautiful, and any jealousy I have has been brought on by myself. I look up to you in the utmost and know I can relate to you.
3. I hate our relationship. I hate your immaturity, your lack of respect, and the fact that one day you'll talk to me, the next, I'm nobody. You're not a friend but I know I will always be here for you if you need me. You've taken a big part of me with you, and I will never ever forgive you for ruining a part of my life, as well as destroying who I was. I've rebuilt myself into a much stronger person who, thankfully, doesn't need to wait around for someone like you to get their act together. All I did was wait. I'm done with it.
4. You don't give yourself enough credit. I get so sad when I see you upset. You don't deserve to be. I have such respect for you and wish we were even closer than we are now. You're so beautiful, inside and out, and have such a mature insight to the world around you. Your views astonish me sometimes.
5. You are my rock. You are my very very best friend. I will always choose you first. I'm so proud of who you've become. Of course I will always be worried about you and look out to protect you, but I always want you to do what makes you happy. I take you for granted and I know it. Thank you for the wonderful life we've shared together this far, and I know we have many more experiences to come. You are above everyone. Best friends forever and family til death.
6. My everything. In a mere year I pulled a 360 because of you. You by far, are the most influential person in my life. You have taught me so much about life, relationships, and love. I could never put into words how much you mean to me. No one could understand what we have. Of course it's tough, especially the further we go, but I know it's worth every second. I love you.
7. For my entire childhood all I wanted was for you to like me. And I'm happy to say I think I finally feel like you do. I feel like we've come so far, especially in the past few years. I'm so proud of who you are and who you're becoming!
8. I wish we hung out more. I miss you always!
9. I think we're better this way.
10. Please be quiet more often than not.
11. I think you're really beautiful and I don't think you get the credit you deserve. I know you're so much more than a pretty face. I wish we had opportunities to talk more.
12. I can't figure you out, but I'm glad we are the way we are... finally.
13. Strongest girl I know and will ever know. You've had a tougher year than most people will have in a lifetime. Now if only I could freakin' see you and tell you I love you to your pretty face and long lashes!!!!!
14. You kill me. There is so much I wish I could say but it's not even worth my time. You are so pathetic to say the least. At this point I think I would rather stab myself in the eye with a screwdriver than listen to you speak. Don't you EVER think you can talk to me about my personal life ever again. Especially when you're not even involved. You're nosy and selfish, and rarely have any idea what you're talking about. You're a pretty face with all that makeup, but inside I know you're miserable and ugly. You'd be so suprised to know how many people are offended by your presence. Get over yourself. I wish you the best of luck in life however, I have a sneaking suspicion you'll be back in Medway feeding into the same drama you left here.
15. You are so cute. I don't know why you like me, but I certainly like you. I wish I got to spend more time with you because I think you are a genuine person, and I like that.
16,17,18. You are creepy a little.
19. Don't judge. You have no clue who I am so don't even pretend you have me figured out.
20. You're the bomb and don't forget it. You get so down on yourself and get so overwhelmed. I wish I could take all the weights off your back and give you a break.
Liberating.
I left off a lot of people.
Consider yourself lucky I guess.
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 Ask me a question, or tell me something. anonymously or not. I'll answer it. lots of pictures coming soon. lots.
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dear,
maddie,
katie,
mom,
dad,
phill,
dan,
[most likely to be continued]
...I'm sorry.
for everything.
I love you all.
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[27 Jan 2006|12:46pm] |
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I got two really nice compliments in one period today.
I feel wonderful!
hahahahahaha.
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This weekend was pretty good.
Other than the fact I was in the worst mood last night into this morning.
It's totally fine.
I just started to laugh and snot came out of my nose.
heheheh!
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[06 Jan 2006|11:51pm] |
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Andrea's party was so much fun tonight!
Everyone was/is so nice and wonderful.
<333!!
Tomorrow I am going to Cam's with Katie and Madeo.
Exciting!!!
Have a good weekend!
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[04 Oct 2005|11:35am] |
i am sick.
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[02 Oct 2005|07:56pm] |
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YOU SHOULD DEFINATELY LOOK AT THESE IF YOU WANT TO SEE WHAT A GOOD TIME LOOKS LIKE.
OMG
10/1/05- GREAT WAY TO START OFF OCTOBER.
http://community.webshots.com/user/wouldntitbenice
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DANCE, DANCE! |
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OKAY.
THE PARTY LAST NIGHT WAS SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SOOOOOOOO GOOD.
I HAD SO MUCH FUN.
OMGYEAH.
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO CAME.
THANK YOU FOR LEAVING, JON.
THANK YOU FOR THE GIFTS.
THANK YOU FOR THE MONEY.
THANK YOU, AOS.
THANK YOU FOR THE CARDS.
THANK YOU FOR THE HUGS.
THANK YOU.
THANK YOU.
EVEN IF YOU ONLY STAYED FOR 2 MINUTES IT STILL MEANT A LOT.
<33333333333333
AND THANK YOU MADEO AND LISA.
I LOVE YOU.
BEST BIRTHDAY (WEEK) EVER!
I AM THE HAPPIEST 15 YEAR OLD EVER.
quinn, i hope you're feeling better.
i love you.
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UMM I SPENT $51.07 AT WALLYMART TONIGHT.
I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO THROW UP.
UGHH.
&&& I GOT A LINDSAY LOHAN POSTER. FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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NANOOO WORKS!$@#$@#%$%#$% |
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yes, that would be my boyfriend, Adam.
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[26 Sep 2005|01:11pm] |
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ATTENTION:
OKAY SINCE JON APPARENTLY ALL OF A SUDDEN READS MY JOURNAL I WILL NO LONGER SAY BAD THINGS ABOUT HIM. BECAUSE IT HURTS HIS FEELINGS, I GUESS.
AND SINCE HE HAS NEVER HURT MY FEELINGS OR DONE ANYTHING TO DESERVE BEING CALLED "LAME" I AM SORRY.
JON IF YOU'RE READING THIS, I HOPE YOU'RE GETTING MY POINT.
IT'S NOT LIKE I CALLED YOU LAME FOR NO REASON.
PLUS, SHOULDN'T YOU BE HAPPY FOR ME SINCE I'M OVER YOU?
BECAUSE I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY FOR YOU WHEN YOU DUMPED ME.
REMEMBER THAT?
xoxoxo :]!
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